thank you for thr comments, Mary and Guido. I truly appreciate them.
Last weekend things were really dark for me. So i made an impulsive decision and Sacanna and i took off to Gatlinburg for two days of mother daughter time. And my older daughter cane to join us after she got off work. So i have made a promise to myself to get out more. I work here, live here, nit ever getting out cant be good for me. It was very goid for me to have done this. When i got home i yook a ling and wonderful nap.
I heard from the ex boyfriend he is needing help, of course. I was kind, but won't be helping him. It was just mire if his sane old song and dance. I am oroud to say I didn't feel anything for him.
I was kind because i saw ehat drugs abd alcohol have done yo his body. How broken he is. He can't get to me anymore. I may still have healing to do from that relationship but he won't be able to inflict any more harm to me.
Last weekend things were really dark for me. So i made an impulsive decision and Sacanna and i took off to Gatlinburg for two days of mother daughter time. And my older daughter cane to join us after she got off work. So i have made a promise to myself to get out more. I work here, live here, nit ever getting out cant be good for me. It was very goid for me to have done this. When i got home i yook a ling and wonderful nap.
I heard from the ex boyfriend he is needing help, of course. I was kind, but won't be helping him. It was just mire if his sane old song and dance. I am oroud to say I didn't feel anything for him.
I was kind because i saw ehat drugs abd alcohol have done yo his body. How broken he is. He can't get to me anymore. I may still have healing to do from that relationship but he won't be able to inflict any more harm to me.
Any step forward is always difficult. Your path diverging from his is excellent. YOU ARE KIND, but kind & used or abused are two very separate things. I'm glad you won't let him "in" to inflict any more harm. I love every moment you are kind to Tina. Any & all work on healing is self-kindness.
ReplyDeleteTime with your girls is a terrific way to get back into things.